In our latest episode, we sit down with Dhonielle Clayton, whose literary works have captivated readers across the globe. She reflects on her upbringing in a close-knit family that valued literature, sharing how her father's love for books shaped her own passion for storytelling. Clayton discusses the challenges she faced in the publishing industry, particularly as a Black author, and how these experiences inspired her to advocate for inclusivity and diversity through organizations like We Need Diverse Books. We explore her entrepreneurial spirit as she leads Cake Creative and Electric Postcard Entertainment, working to ensure that diverse voices are not just heard but celebrated in the literary world. This episode is a deep dive into the intersection of creativity and activism, revealing how Clayton's journey is not just about her success but about paving the way for future generations of writers.
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Speaker AWhat is going on, everybody?
Speaker AThis is an exciting time.
Speaker AI'm your host, Derek Young.
Speaker AWelcome to the Reader of Black Genius podcast, where we learn about your favorite writers.
Speaker AFavorite writers here on the Mahogany Books Podcast network.
Speaker AI'm excited to be your host today, Derek Young, blurred extraordinaire.
Speaker AAnd today's episode is brought to you by sponsor, Mahogany Books.
Speaker AI am so excited to have a conversation with Danielle Clayton, y'all.
Speaker AI'm telling you, first of all, I'm excited because she's from, not necessarily my hometown, but kind of sort of my hometown, Maryland's own, I want to say, DC Zone.
Speaker AYou know, that's how we do it in dmv.
Speaker AWe, you know, we always highlight DC as the centerpiece of Everything But Man.
Speaker ADanielle Clayton, New York Times bestselling author, the creative mind behind the wildly popular Controverse series, the Bell series.
Speaker AShe has a numerous other titles, Shattered Midnight.
Speaker AShe's also an entrepreneur.
Speaker AI mean, activists, educator, like, all around, great person.
Speaker AAnd she loves bookstores.
Speaker AShe loves indie bookstore.
Speaker ASo I'm excited to have you here.
Speaker AWelcome, Danielle, to Reader of Black Genius, the podcast.
Speaker AHow are you today?
Speaker BThank you so much for having me.
Speaker BI know I'm from Maryland, so I know there's some contention in the DMV about who gets top billing, but I am so grateful to be here to be able to talk to you, owner of one of my favorite bookstores in the area.
Speaker BAnd thank you for all that you do.
Speaker BAnd I'm excited to dive into books with you.
Speaker BI'm just a book lover and a nerd.
Speaker AAwesome, awesome.
Speaker AWell, I appreciate having you here with us, y'all.
Speaker ASo, as you know, what I love to do on this podcast is to talk to my favorite writers, talk to my favorite entrepreneurs, and learn their origin story.
Speaker ASo we're going to get into this because I'm super excited to hear about this, the backstory of Danielle Clayton, how you became, like, this megastar, and definitely your passion for, like, people and making sure they get certain type of information representation in books.
Speaker AAnd that's like, you know, we definitely feel the same there.
Speaker ASo I'm really eager for this, for this conversation.
Speaker ASo let's, let's, without delay, let's get to it, let's.
Speaker ALet's learn about your origin story.
Speaker AWhere did you start?
Speaker BI mean, I grew up in a small town in Maryland that is just suburban, right?
Speaker BLike 40 minutes from D.C.
Speaker Bthe last stop on the red line.
Speaker BMy parents work for the government, so we'd go into D.C.
Speaker Ball the time.
Speaker BAnd my dad is a huge reader and he loves books.
Speaker BAnd so I grew up where reading wasn't a choice, where it was part and parcel of my everyday life because my father was constantly reading.
Speaker BWhen we were in the car, we were listening to books on tape.
Speaker BI can remember the sides of the tape turning over as we get to the next part of the story.
Speaker BI went to the library every single day and the bookstore every single Saturday with my dad.
Speaker BI was very spoiled.
Speaker BSo I had the biggest childhood book bookshelf.
Speaker BUm, and I used to just hide in a nook with my books and snacks and be there for hours.
Speaker BThat's all I wanted to do, was to read.
Speaker AMan, I love the fact that you even to identify being spoiled with books is an awesome thing to identify.
Speaker ALike, that's something we, you know, we think about being spoiled wolf, you know, shoes and games and all these other things.
Speaker ABut to actually be able to say, hey, you know, books was the thing that spoiled me.
Speaker AAnd like this mirror and window into these other universes and the fact your dad was a huge proponent of that, like, I just want to kind of call that out because that does definitely say something to me.
Speaker AThat means a lot to hear that.
Speaker BI love that.
Speaker BI mean, in librarian world, we sort of talk about how readers are created in the laps of other readers.
Speaker BAnd I was definitely created.
Speaker BMy love of reading was fostered because I spent a lot of time in bookstores and in the library and in comic book stores too.
Speaker BMy dad was a big comic book nerd, loves comic books, collecting them, reading them.
Speaker BAnd so I was just surrounded by literature and literacy in practice.
Speaker BLike every single day, even reading the newspaper.
Speaker BMy grandparents would hand me the newspaper and I'd read it cover to cover, sitting at the table.
Speaker BSo.
Speaker BSo it was a huge part of my life.
Speaker BAnd I think it's why I am here, because that's what was sort of fortified in me is that.
Speaker BAnd, yeah, totally spoiled, but by books.
Speaker BAnd so I could have any books that I wanted.
Speaker BAnd I got a new book, two to three new books every week from when I started to read up through high school.
Speaker BSo.
Speaker BWow, that was a rotten egg for sure.
Speaker AYou still have a lot of those books in your library.
Speaker ALike, what did you do with them?
Speaker BOh, I mean, they're still in my parents home.
Speaker BI have a lot of books that are sort of still on the shelves or packed up in boxes.
Speaker BAnd so one day I'll unpack them and make this huge, like, Belle from Beauty and the Beast library with a little sliding, you know, ladder and do the whole thing and, and unpack all of those books from when I was a kid.
Speaker BBut yeah, still, still have them.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker ASo you said red line.
Speaker AI'm trying to remember what the.
Speaker AFor my non DMV folk out and out and I forget.
Speaker AI haven't been on the train in a while.
Speaker AThat was my main source of transportation for a good minute there.
Speaker AGoing back and forth to work.
Speaker AThe last stop is that Shady Grove.
Speaker AShady Grove, okay, well I was thinking Wheaton.
Speaker AThat's okay.
Speaker BA few stops ahead.
Speaker BBut Shady Grove is the last stop.
Speaker BSo that was my stop all the way out there.
Speaker BAnd I would write, we would write it in to the city.
Speaker BOkay.
Speaker ANow I'm curious because what's interesting, like for me, I tell everyone.
Speaker ASo I'm from Southeast D.C.
Speaker Athen we moved to PG County.
Speaker AAnd one of the things that is similar with our background is my mom was the huge reader in our, in our family.
Speaker AAnd like it was without a doubt, you know, libraries, bookstores.
Speaker AWe go into Landover Mall or Forsville Mall, if there was a bookstore we were stopping in because my mom had this huge collection of books.
Speaker ASo of course me and my sister got were, you know, just like you said, raised in the lap.
Speaker AHere are some books.
Speaker AWhat are you, what are you reading?
Speaker ABut one of the things that I loved about being from the D.C.
Speaker Aarea is the culture that we have here.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AIt's such a representative culture that we walked into a lot of black owned bookstores when I was younger.
Speaker AFor me, it was something that I wasn't, that I was very familiar with.
Speaker AI thought every place had black bookstores.
Speaker AWas that your experience as well?
Speaker BI mean, we had to go into D.C.
Speaker Bfor that because where I grew up, it was very, very white.
Speaker BAnd the bookstores didn't reflect that experience.
Speaker BI remember Crown Bookstore was the bookstore that was closest and the one that we would visit.
Speaker BAnd it was, you know, lacking.
Speaker BBut this is the 80s, right?
Speaker BThis is the late 80s.
Speaker BAnd I think that there were tons of children's books.
Speaker BMy parents did a great job of finding every single book that had a black child in it for me to read.
Speaker BYeah, but I was reading.
Speaker BI was like a little Matilda, but like reading four or five books a day.
Speaker BSo I was voracious and so they couldn't really.
Speaker BI read through all of the books that had characters that look like me.
Speaker BSo I was reading everything just because I was so insatiable with what, you know, I loved it so much.
Speaker BI preferred to be curled up somewhere reading a book.
Speaker BI Felt like a little cat who wanted to be in a window with a book in the sun, you know, and don't bother me.
Speaker BIt was basically my attitude.
Speaker BDon't look at me, don't bother me.
Speaker BDon't ask me what I'm doing.
Speaker BYou see, I'm reading this book.
Speaker BTony, you know, don't inter.
Speaker BI didn't want to go to school.
Speaker BI loved school.
Speaker BBut also I was like, I'd rather be reading my books.
Speaker BLike, I had my little.
Speaker BYou know, and then they had the Pizza Hut competitions.
Speaker BThe book, it.
Speaker BYou know, my class would do March Madness.
Speaker BWe're reading the books.
Speaker BAnd I was always the winner.
Speaker BI was a champ.
Speaker AUndefeated.
Speaker AUndisputed.
Speaker BUndisputed.
Speaker BI could read those pages, and I was trying to really earn my way to my father's bookshelf.
Speaker BAnd so because he was reading all of these huge science fiction and fantasy books, and I was trying to get my stamina there so that he would hand me a book from his shelf and say, like, you're ready now.
Speaker AWow.
Speaker AOkay, that's.
Speaker AI mean, that's okay.
Speaker ASo you're dropping gems early here because, number one, the fact that you were trying to earn your way onto his shelf, right.
Speaker ATo be able to read the type of stuff, which I'm very curious about, to hear about his comic collection and his sci fi collection, because I think me and your dad, you know, we might need to hang out and exchange some books or something.
Speaker ABut the.
Speaker AYou just talk about stamina, right?
Speaker AAnd that's something I talk to parents about all the time when they come into the store and they're looking for books for their kids.
Speaker AAnd we.
Speaker AI'm talking like, you got to build up a kid's ability to read to 300 pages, right?
Speaker ASo even if they're starting with a comic, let's start there, because we got to get them used to sitting down for a certain amount of time to actually get through this book to the end.
Speaker ATo make it worthwhile.
Speaker BExactly.
Speaker BAnd I think it just started little by little, right?
Speaker BWe went from being read picture books every night to then chapter books, and then alternating.
Speaker BThey read a chapter, I read a chapter.
Speaker BThen to gradually getting me into more middle, lower middle grade.
Speaker BAnd then they really just kept handing me another thing over and over again.
Speaker BAnd because it wasn't a choice, so it was sort of like, you find what you're looking like what you like, or we're gonna try different kinds of stuff until you find the thing that hits and you're gonna read it.
Speaker BAnd it was Easy for me, probably harder for.
Speaker BI have a younger brother.
Speaker BHarder for him because he was more like my mom.
Speaker BIf my mom's reading some, she slee so, you know, like more of an audiobook person.
Speaker BShe has to have like all that stimulation, like some.
Speaker BYou know what I mean?
Speaker BSo.
Speaker BBut I loved it.
Speaker BSo I was just so interested in how stories made me feel.
Speaker BMy heart was racing or like I couldn't stop thinking about it.
Speaker BAnd so it was.
Speaker BI was an easy convert, but I had to build the stamina and they were very conscious of that and making sure that I had what I needed to do that.
Speaker AOkay, okay.
Speaker ASo you're.
Speaker AYou were raised a reader, right?
Speaker AIt came to you, you know, honestly, from your dad, right?
Speaker AIt was something that you built.
Speaker AI mean, number one, just, even the, the father daughter time around that, right?
Speaker ATo be able to spend time with your family and just have this passion and this love for doing this thing together, these memories you built, you know, it really kind of creates this connection and this love for it.
Speaker ASo I'm curious, like, is, was there something at this young elementary school or middle school age that you read that kind of started setting the bar for you to say, hey, this is what I'm going to do.
Speaker ALike to start switching the idea from being a reader to a writer or just really start to kind of form you and, you know, your person, you know.
Speaker AAnd you used the word catalyst earlier when we were just kind of talking.
Speaker ABut was there something, a book, a black book at that point in those years that really kind of stood out to you?
Speaker BI think I didn't want to be a writer.
Speaker BI didn't know I could be a writer, even though I was a reader.
Speaker BI really thought that all writers were dead and that you wrote a book, you died, and then that book got put in the library or in the bookstore.
Speaker BLike, I know writers came to my school, so I didn't really understand the process.
Speaker BLike, I really think that as a young person, I asked my mom about this.
Speaker BI was like, did I want to be a writer?
Speaker BShe was like, you wrote things, but that wasn't something that you said, because I don't think you knew that it was a real job that you could have, even though there were books you were reading.
Speaker BSo someone was doing something.
Speaker BI think there is a disconnect, which a lot of young people have.
Speaker BWhen I go to these school visits, they're like, wait a second, this is a job.
Speaker BAnd.
Speaker BBut when I think what started to activate my imagination was when I was introduced to the Works of Virginia Hamilton.
Speaker BAs soon as I started reading her books, I found my family.
Speaker BI found myself, and I became addicted.
Speaker BMy dad is from Mississippi, My mom's from North Carolina.
Speaker BSo I spent a lot of time in the Deep south on farm, reading books, dealing with the animals and the heat.
Speaker BNo AC in the.
Speaker BYou know what I mean?
Speaker BThe fan in the window and so.
Speaker BAnd the plastic on the couch.
Speaker BAnd so I.
Speaker BThat was the center.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BLike, that's where my grandparents came out of that sort of rural farmers, salt type of people.
Speaker BAnd so Virginia Hamilton was able to find many different stories within the black Southern diaspora.
Speaker BAnd I felt really seen by her.
Speaker BAnd I was returning to her books over and over again.
Speaker BAnd there's something when I think of, like, my imagination now and like, now that I've become a writer, I think about her.
Speaker BI think about.
Speaker BThat was the first seed Virginia Hamilton sort of planted in me because she also told stories that had magic and she had collections of folklore.
Speaker BAnd I finally found, like, oh, magical black people.
Speaker BLike, we can have this, too.
Speaker BIt's not just the white kids that get magic.
Speaker BAnd that's all I was finding in books.
Speaker BThe black kids didn't get to go on those kind of fantasy adventures.
Speaker BThey had to face racism.
Speaker BBut she found bridges between the two.
Speaker BAnd that, I think, was a first sort of catalyst for me as a person that was going to become a writer who didn't want to be a writer at first, but who became one.
Speaker BI think that was the first seed that was planted for me.
Speaker AOkay, okay.
Speaker AVirginia Hampton, was it.
Speaker AWas there a specific book that stood out for you there from her?
Speaker AI mean, she has a great catalog.
Speaker BSo it's a great catalog.
Speaker BSo she has her collections of stories.
Speaker BI mean, the People who Could Fly, her stories.
Speaker BAnd then I still have a copy that I never returned back to the library, Sorry, called Willie B.
Speaker BAnd the Time the Martians Landed.
Speaker BAnd so this is a book that I read over and over and over again as a kid, also Cousins.
Speaker BAnd I think Zelie, like, I was obsessed with her work.
Speaker BI just wanted to be one of her characters, be around her characters, because she found this sort of intersection of black American Southernness, and she infused it with magical realism and folklore and things that I knew existed.
Speaker BShe made my normal spectacular and extraordinary.
Speaker BAnd that is.
Speaker BSo that was, I think, invigorating to my little girl imagination, who was always looking for magic and looking for myself and magical stories and unable to find it.
Speaker AI mean, that what you just said there was.
Speaker AAnd I'm Trying to pull the words back together.
Speaker ABut you was talking about how the works that you wrote, how it made you feel.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ALike, there was an emotional aspect to that versus just, you know, reading it for reading sake.
Speaker ABut there was something about it that just made you feel, like, more alive and seen.
Speaker AAnd like, that's something that I just.
Speaker AI'm curious.
Speaker AI don't want to jump too far ahead in your story, but do you find yourself trying to replicate that now as a writer?
Speaker BAbsolutely.
Speaker BI mean, that's what I read for.
Speaker BI read to be moved to either cry or to be pissed off or to have my heart race or to be afraid to make this sort of weird, boring human experience a little bit more exciting.
Speaker BAnd I think as a young person, the types of books that I was reading, I can remember how my heart felt like studying and stressed and, like, staying up late because I had to finish it, because I had to see how it ended.
Speaker BAnd luckily my parents respected that, even though I'd be sleepy and grumpy the next morning.
Speaker BBut they understood the exercise of, like, becoming obsessive about a thing and, like, wanting to talk about it and, like, it.
Speaker BCreating a brain wrinkle or whatever, and making me hunt for something bigger or ask bigger questions, basically, of our community, of society, of the world.
Speaker BAnd so I'm reading for that, and I'm trying to recreate that.
Speaker BSo in the work that I do, I want to center black children at the table, but make a table for all, but center their experiences and always take the things that were magical to me as a young person.
Speaker BGoing to my grandmother's farm, being around all of my family and having a big, loud, overwhelming, smothering, loving family.
Speaker BMake that magical, Infuse it with the extraordinary, because that's what it is to me.
Speaker BAnd I hadn't seen that done in the way that I wanted it done for all audiences to showcase.
Speaker BAs I became a writer and as I learned more about the publishing business and the book business and book buyers and what goes in the bookstores, I wanted to make a challenge to say, let me take the things that people see about my community and let me make them magical.
Speaker BLet me make cast iron skillets be the center of magic, you know, because for me, they are.
Speaker BBecause they create such great food out of my mother's kitchen, Right?
Speaker AYeah.
Speaker BLet me make.
Speaker BYou know what I mean?
Speaker BChurch hats that air themselves out on Sundays, like in a Mardi Gras parade, you know, like, let me take the things that were so ordinary to me and so normal and Infused them with magic and put them in my world.
Speaker BAnd that all came really from, I think, the works of Virginia Hamilton, building my imagination, showing me that I deserve to be centered.
Speaker BAnd so do the people in my family in stories that they're really good stories, and that there was always magic here.
Speaker BNo matter what happened to our community, there's always magic there.
Speaker BSo.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker BThat's way of answering your question.
Speaker ANo, no, no, no, no.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker AThat's awesome.
Speaker AI mean, and that's the thing that I think we look to hear, because there's something about when.
Speaker AWhen you read a person, like, they're exposing a part of themselves that, you know, most times we don't get access to.
Speaker AAnd what I'm always curious about is when you go into your.
Speaker AAnd when a writer goes into their head and it's now kind of like building out these characters, building out these worlds, there's part of their personal experience, whether it was.
Speaker AWhether it was incredible, something exciting and.
Speaker AAnd happy, joyous, or there was something that was somewhat painful, that it was.
Speaker AIt open up a weakness, a trauma that they've experienced, that you are putting that into the work.
Speaker AAnd to hear about what that.
Speaker AThe positive side, at least from this part of this conversation, what that made you feel for being connected to the black Southern experience.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ADeep South Southern experience.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AIt's.
Speaker AIt's one thing to be, you know, from Virginia.
Speaker AIt's a different part to be, you know, have Mississippi roots.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AThere's.
Speaker AThere's a part of that experience that doesn't always get showcased.
Speaker AAnd that's, you know, so is really.
Speaker AIt's really awesome to hear that piece of it, because I think it does.
Speaker AYou know, I can see that connection now where.
Speaker ABecause I just think I'm remembering back to the conversation we had at the store when you came out for the first marvelous book.
Speaker BYeah.
Speaker AAnd he was talking about, like, all the magic.
Speaker AAnd, like, I'm hearing that, and I just.
Speaker AI remembered that.
Speaker ABut now having this conversation here is like, oh, okay.
Speaker ALike, this was, like, foundational.
Speaker BOh, absolutely.
Speaker ADanielle is.
Speaker BAnd I wanted to create the thing that I wanted to read as a kid.
Speaker BLike, I wanted nothing more than to see a black girl with a family like mine embroiled in some sort of, like, magical mystery.
Speaker BLike, that's what I want.
Speaker BAnd I couldn't find that.
Speaker BI could find pieces of myself.
Speaker BI could find, you know, roll of Thunder, Hear My Cry by Mildred Taylor, which spoke to a lot of my family's history.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BAnd that is so important.
Speaker BI could find great stories by Virginia Hamilton and folklore and folk tales and magic.
Speaker BAnd I was trying to find a way to bridge.
Speaker BHow can we have direct conversations about what.
Speaker BWhat has happened to us through the lens of magic?
Speaker BHow can I sort of make the thing that I wanted to read when I was 11 and 10, when I was, like, at my peak of just, like, reading from sun up to sundown type of thing?
Speaker BAnd yeah, and those.
Speaker BThat's.
Speaker BVirginia is the first seed, I would say.
Speaker AYeah, that's awesome to hear, and I appreciate that because it's something that I even struggle with today.
Speaker AYou know, I'm a huge blurred.
Speaker AI love my comics.
Speaker AI love, you know, mythology.
Speaker AI love, you know, watching and reading about, you know, Egyptian mythology, Roman mythology.
Speaker AI remember learning about this stuff in school, but every time these things would come up, it never centered me or us.
Speaker ARight?
Speaker AAnd that's.
Speaker AThat's been something that, you know, I'm not a writer, but I've always imagined, like, man, if I could really kind of do this, I would try to sit down and write something like, oh, God, this is not my calling, but I need someone to write these type of books because there's so much history, so much heritage that we have as people from across this, you know, African diaspora, that there's some.
Speaker AThere's too many stories that can be told right, about us and, you know, our heritage.
Speaker AThat's why I love what Tomi is doing, what, you know, you were doing.
Speaker AThere's these ways to introduce us in our story and our history into these books and, you know, to make that connection.
Speaker ASo, yeah, I'm definitely, you know, hyped and eager and nerding out on any of this stuff that.
Speaker AThat you guys produce.
Speaker BSo, yeah, there's so many great black fantasy writers that are really rooting heroes in community and culture.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BLook at the work of Tracy, Dionne and Legendborn.
Speaker BAmazing, amazing.
Speaker BYou know, taking black American history and weaving it through a lens of King Arthur, right?
Speaker BLike, yeah, she's brilliant.
Speaker BThe work of L.L.
Speaker BmcKinney and Bethany C.
Speaker BMorrow, who's now a local DMV writer.
Speaker BThere's so many people working in tradition, and then we have our West African authors who are also working in their tradition, like Jordan and another.
Speaker BYou know, there's so many.
Speaker BSo many great books now.
Speaker BLike, ah, Little Girl Me is like, super jealous of kids that get to, you know what I mean, grow up.
Speaker BLike, like, if I could have gotten Roseanne Brown's Middle grade Surah Boatang Vampire hunters or, like, her romantasy duology.
Speaker BLike, ah, I would have been so.
Speaker BLike, I would have been well fed.
Speaker BI would have had.
Speaker BAnd that's what I wanted for young people to have a feast for their imaginations.
Speaker BBecause I felt like I was just piecing things together and hoping.
Speaker BIt felt like duct tape.
Speaker BMy parents were doing such a great job trying to find as many black authors and books as they could, but they were blocked, systematically blocked out of publishing and silenced and muted.
Speaker BSo really difficult.
Speaker BBut now these kids.
Speaker BNo excuses.
Speaker ANo excuses.
Speaker AI'm just.
Speaker AI'm sitting here thinking, like, what Don get?
Speaker AWould.
Speaker AWould Mama Clayton and Papa Clayton be like, look, look here, you got to come out this room at some point.
Speaker AYou have to go get some sun.
Speaker AGo run, jump on the swing.
Speaker ADo something.
Speaker BIt's true.
Speaker BI mean, they would make.
Speaker BMy grandmother would make me go outside for an hour a day to get sunshine, but I would bring my book with me, and I would go, like, sit under the tree or whatnot.
Speaker BBut she would make me go outside because she believed that fresh air was good.
Speaker BAnd you come back in and, you know, getting tired and you smell like the outside, and you get a shower and you get fed.
Speaker AYou know, go get that heart rate up.
Speaker AGo run.
Speaker AGo chase some grasshoppers or something.
Speaker BExactly.
Speaker BGo do something.
Speaker BBut I would have my book with me at all times.
Speaker BIt became like a, you know, like, lionesses blanket and, you know, peanuts.
Speaker BLike, I.
Speaker BI just felt unsafe without my book.
Speaker BI still carry a book with me everywhere I go.
Speaker BPlus my Kindle.
Speaker BI am never without something to read like, it is.
Speaker BI don't know, it's like a foundational thing that made me feel like.
Speaker BI feel, like, naked if I don't have a book with me.
Speaker AOkay, okay, okay.
Speaker ASo.
Speaker ASo let's jump forward a few years.
Speaker ASo this is in my.
Speaker AMy mind.
Speaker AI want me to understand.
Speaker AThis is like elementary school, elementary and middle school.
Speaker AOkay, okay, okay.
Speaker AAs you start getting into, like, high school, you start growing, maturing a little bit more.
Speaker ALike, what.
Speaker AWho is Danielle at this point?
Speaker ATell us about her.
Speaker BI guess high school me was in.
Speaker BIn the mix, right?
Speaker BLike, I went to a Catholic high school because Maryland has a bunch of Catholic schools and you don't have to be Catholic to go.
Speaker BIt's just like, you know, college prep.
Speaker BAnd my parents wanted me to really be challenged.
Speaker BAnd my independent reading went down because it was so intense.
Speaker BAnd, you know, I was taking a Shakespeare class and British history and world history and, you know, and world lit and all of these different classes and having to now read books that other people told me to read, which I never like that.
Speaker BSo I had a lot of opinions, but I slowly and surely started getting introduced to the works of Zora Neale Hurston, who would be, I guess, my next catalyst, and Langston Hughes and his short stories.
Speaker BAnd I think that that's when I started, you know what I mean, Growing even more.
Speaker BAnd then I encountered Nella Larson's Passing, which I would say is a foundational text for me as well.
Speaker BAnd so that got added to the Alchemy, Right.
Speaker BLike, that started, you know, me thinking about big, huge themes of black history and black people and black communities and how different they are.
Speaker BThe black community in Florida is different than the one in Chicago, is different than the one in the DMV and different than the one in New York.
Speaker BAnd so it started filling out the portrait, I think, and started showing me what could be done.
Speaker BI still didn't want to be a writer, though.
Speaker BI just love to read so that that dream didn't come until so much later.
Speaker BBut I was just still reading, and I wanted to read what I wanted to read instead of, like, Kate Chopin and all these, like, you know, boring British authors, which.
Speaker BNo shade.
Speaker BI just was having a hard time connecting because this was my entire life.
Speaker BAnd I remember getting in trouble in English class.
Speaker BI think it was the ninth grade, because I had to read To Kill a Mockingbird again.
Speaker BAnd if anybody knows me, knows that I hate that book.
Speaker BAnd I do not care if you love it.
Speaker BI will go off on that book.
Speaker BAnd it's not about its quality.
Speaker BIt's about the space that it takes up in the canon and the fact that I had to read it in, like, the seventh grade, and then here it is again in the ninth grade, and then how I.
Speaker BIf I had known it would come back to haunt me when I went to college.
Speaker BIt's about the space that it takes up in the canon.
Speaker BAnd I remember, like, going to the principal's office and being like, I'm not reading this book, and I'm tired of this book.
Speaker BAnd there's got to be another book.
Speaker BLike, where's one that centers black voices?
Speaker BAnd.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BIt's a little bit of a, you know, squeaky wheel.
Speaker AI like this.
Speaker ASo.
Speaker ASo first of all.
Speaker ASo you read Zora Neale Hurston Larson and Langston Hughes in high school, and it did not corrupt you, so you didn't turn out to be some psychopath.
Speaker ALike, your brain didn't explode?
Speaker BNo, it Woke me up.
Speaker AOkay, okay.
Speaker ABecause, you know, the way that we're hearing things now is like those books a little too dangerous for.
Speaker AFor young high school minds.
Speaker ALike, just.
Speaker BYeah, I had some really good high school English teachers who really, I think, tried to think outside the box about who was in their classroom.
Speaker BAnd even though there was only a few black kids, they brought forth outside of February some really great literature for us to sink our teeth into or for us to pair.
Speaker BSo, like, we had to read the Great Gatsby.
Speaker BAnd she said, you can read the Great Gatsby or you can read Nella Larson's Passage.
Speaker BAnd I thought that's.
Speaker BI was like, okay.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BYou know, I read both and it was a great juxtaposition of texts, so.
Speaker AAnd it didn't have to be connected to Black History Month.
Speaker BNo, it was outside of, like just.
Speaker ASuch a revolutionary concept.
Speaker BWho knew?
Speaker BWho knew?
Speaker ADo something like that.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker AI can't believe it.
Speaker BI know.
Speaker BBut I did yell about To Kill a Mockingbird, so.
Speaker BSo I'm sick of that book.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker AAnd you know, I.
Speaker AI appreciate that because there are definitely some books to have to read it three different times.
Speaker ASo you said, was it middle school.
Speaker BHigh school, high school?
Speaker BAnd then it came back in college and I was just like, not again.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BI took a class on literature of the American south and gave my professor so much hell.
Speaker BPoor guy.
Speaker BThat was like 19, 20 year old me that was like ready to raise it to the ground.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BBurn it all.
Speaker BAnd I just couldn't understand or respect antebellum literature.
Speaker BLike, right.
Speaker BBlack people.
Speaker BAnd then we had to read To Kill a Monkey Bird.
Speaker BI was like, why?
Speaker BLike, you know what I mean?
Speaker BLike, let's stick with Gene Tumor.
Speaker BLet's stick with.
Speaker BYou know what I mean, Zora.
Speaker BLet's stick, you know, So I was really frustrated.
Speaker BSo I just get frustrated with certain books and the space they take up in the canon.
Speaker AYeah, no, that's.
Speaker AThat's interesting.
Speaker AI've never read that book.
Speaker AAnd I think I'm at a place where.
Speaker BDo it.
Speaker ANo, no, no.
Speaker AYeah, I'm, I'm.
Speaker AIt's interesting.
Speaker AWe just had a conversation.
Speaker AThis is a little bit of a.
Speaker AOf a tangent here.
Speaker AWe just did.
Speaker AWe had book club this past Friday, so we do it the first Friday of every month and we just read Invisible Ache by Courtney Vance and Dr.
Speaker ARobin Smith.
Speaker AAnd somehow we got onto the conversation of.
Speaker AOh.
Speaker AOne of our members brought up the book James by personal Everett, because we were talking about.
Speaker AWe were talking about body racer.
Speaker ASo then it sidetracked to James.
Speaker AAnd so I wasn't familiar with the book I've seen.
Speaker AI know we're selling it, but I hadn't really checked it out to see what the book is about.
Speaker ASo he started telling me about.
Speaker AHe has a retelling of Huck Finn and all this other stuff.
Speaker AAnd we got into this conversation similar to what you're talking about with To Kill a Mockingbird.
Speaker AAnd it was mostly.
Speaker AThere were some people who were like, yes, I love this Huck Finn story, and blah, blah, blah.
Speaker ABut there was a lot of people saying, hey, this is like, why?
Speaker ALike, I don't.
Speaker AI don't need this.
Speaker AI don't want to read it.
Speaker AAnd in my mind, you know, as we were just having this conversation, I was like, you know what?
Speaker AI know it's a quote unquote classic, but I don't think I want to take up my time to read that book, given all the other books I'm still trying to get to.
Speaker BExactly.
Speaker BGiven like, this one precious life that I have and this limited amount of time that I have.
Speaker BThere are other things for me to read.
Speaker BAnd the fact that I had to read that book through three times, and I only got to read Zora Neale Hurston and Langston Hughes and Nella Larson and, you know, in Gwendolyn Brooks and etc.
Speaker BEtc.
Speaker BAnd Octavia Butler one time.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BOnce.
Speaker BI don't think so.
Speaker ATo have read that in high school, like, I just.
Speaker AI commend you because that.
Speaker AThat was what was.
Speaker ADo you mind sharing what school this was?
Speaker BYeah, I went to our lady of good counsel.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker AOh, yeah, yeah.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker AThey kicked our butt in football.
Speaker AAll right, never mind.
Speaker AI won't.
Speaker AI won't bring that up.
Speaker AThat's when I realized I would not make it on the next level.
Speaker AIn football.
Speaker AI played for Suitland High School, and we did a seven on seven passing camp.
Speaker AI saw those dudes, I was like, yeah, nah, this is.
Speaker AI need to focus on the academics.
Speaker BYeah.
Speaker AThere's no future for me in football.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker BYou need your brain for reading.
Speaker AYes.
Speaker AYes, yes, yes, yes.
Speaker BBookstore.
Speaker AAll right, so.
Speaker ASo you.
Speaker AYou highlighted Zora Neale Hurston and Langston Hughes is a catalyst.
Speaker ASo what was there particular books from them?
Speaker BWell, I mean, all of Langston's poetry, but when my teacher handed me.
Speaker BAnd my teachers would give me books outside of.
Speaker BOutside of class because I was such a voracious reader, but when I read the ways of white folks.
Speaker AYes.
Speaker BI just thought, oh, My God, my brain just like it was just synergy.
Speaker BAnd I think because we were reading a lot of short stories by a lot of white men, getting.
Speaker BGetting.
Speaker BBeing able to read these kinds of works by.
Speaker BBy black people and being like this was hidden from me.
Speaker BThat's how I felt.
Speaker BI felt actually quite betrayed that the curriculum and the curriculum in the 80s and 90s hid so much brilliance for me from my own community.
Speaker BThat could have.
Speaker BI don't know, just like I could have arrived at becoming a writer earlier had I known so many people had walked before me and created a path for me to follow.
Speaker BBut I wasn't exposed.
Speaker BSo.
Speaker BAnd that was just really frustrating, you know, especially as I become a high school student and I.
Speaker BI'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my life.
Speaker BI didn't know that that is something that I could do, that I could walk those same steps and do that.
Speaker BBut getting exposed to Zora and Tony, Toni Morrison as well, having to read beloved in the 10th grade and not being able to sleep, because there was something fundamental about it that haunted me.
Speaker BAnd that's what I'm looking for in a book.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BAnd Beloved, I can't even return to it now because I know that to open that book is to become haunted again.
Speaker BBut it is something that shows up in every single one of the books that I write.
Speaker BThat it's even fantasy that.
Speaker BThat tree on.
Speaker BOn her back.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BLike, I think about it all the time.
Speaker BAnd so I'm always looking for that experience of being haunted by a book.
Speaker BAnd it just.
Speaker BThose were writers that I felt like I wish that I had gotten to meet earlier in my life.
Speaker BI was reading at a high, you know, not that I could have understood it, but starting in the ninth grade, I wish that I had been given what we do.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BEarlier.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BI think I would have arrived at my path earlier.
Speaker BMy mom says I arrived when I was supposed to arrive.
Speaker BHowever, I just feel like, God, I wasted so much time trying to be a doctor and then, you know, doing other things when I could have just arrived here.
Speaker AYeah.
Speaker BAnd I know.
Speaker AI mean, the journey is important, so I definitely get what your mom is saying there.
Speaker ABut there's also something to the idea that, you know, our educational system is not really fully meeting the needs of all of our students.
Speaker AAnd, you know, the way that you just described it there of hiding parts of us, you know, when you're supposed to be there to help unveil life for kids.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AAnd your parents tax money is going into this process, but yet we're.
Speaker AWe're in a moment that these things are just, you know, not even being touched on.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AAs an option.
Speaker AAnd I'll say that, you know, you were a.
Speaker AYou know, and because you were showing it through your eagerness of wanting to read, but the fact that you're educated, that your teachers were sharing these books with you outside of class.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AIs.
Speaker AWas a huge opportunity for you because that wasn't happening for everyone.
Speaker AEveryone doesn't get those kind of teachers that actually take the time out to try to nourish other kids when they show a certain kind of promise.
Speaker BNo, absolutely.
Speaker BMy teachers, and that's why I became a teacher, really fortified me.
Speaker BThe good ones were like, you've got something in you, kid.
Speaker BLet me give you more to.
Speaker BTo build this fire.
Speaker BRight?
Speaker BLet me give you more to feed your imagination.
Speaker BAlso, you're better in class when you're continuously reading.
Speaker BSo let me continue to make sure that you have something to read so that you're not talking, you know, like in.
Speaker BYou know what I mean, in the drama.
Speaker BSo, like, they really did give little teenage me things to think about, things to read, you know, And I just felt like, while I'm reading, Nathaniel Hawthorne, why am I not.
Speaker BYou know what I mean?
Speaker BWhy am I not exposed more to Phillis Wheatley and to more, you know, Frederick Douglass and all these other writers?
Speaker BI just was looking.
Speaker BI think I'm always looking for balance.
Speaker BMeeting your students where they are and what they need, you know, and what we need is to know.
Speaker BI needed to know that there were such powerful, excellent, wonderful black writers who had written amazing things, and to be able to be exposed to that.
Speaker BBut, yes, shout out to my teachers and my librarians, who I annoyed, for sure, with my requests, and they did their best to meet them, and I.
Speaker AGive them to work.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker AThat's what happened there.
Speaker BI did.
Speaker BI put them to work.
Speaker AYeah.
Speaker BA lot of questions and a lot of requests and demands.
Speaker BAnd remember, I was very spoiled.
Speaker BSo when I went in there, I wanted what I wanted.
Speaker BYou know, when you have a very good dad and a very good grandfather who would always take me to the library after school and, you know, bring me my lunch, right?
Speaker BI wanted a hot lunch.
Speaker BGranddaddy would bring me.
Speaker BPapa will drop that lunch off every day.
Speaker BAnd so I was used to getting what I wanted.
Speaker BI wanted to read all the things.
Speaker BSo.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AWhat does this know, this adult is not giving me access to the stuff I want.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker AWhat is happening here?
Speaker BYeah, I know I was like, I'm just gonna call my granddaddy.
Speaker BSo call my granddad.
Speaker AI love it.
Speaker AI love it.
Speaker AOkay, so the Ways of White Folks for Langston Hughes.
Speaker AWas there a certain title for Zora Neale Hurston?
Speaker BI mean, everything.
Speaker BI mean, from Dust Tracks on a.
Speaker BOn a Road to Their Eyes Were Watching God to.
Speaker BI was just fascinated by what she found, right.
Speaker BWhat she was able to create.
Speaker BMake magic out of, like, creating these people who I think she took overlooked people, people who the outside world would think we don't care about their stories, cares about them.
Speaker BThey're in these small towns.
Speaker BThey have no money, but they are in these deep relationships that are rooted in so much trauma and history.
Speaker BAnd she just made magic out of them, so.
Speaker BAnd she wrote in vernacular, which challenged me for sure, because it challenged all the respectability politics that my parents were raised in in order to lift them out of the mud.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BBut she captured something that was so.
Speaker BI don't know.
Speaker BSo that felt like she found the root and gotten to the root of us.
Speaker BAnd I just loved it.
Speaker BI just think I thought she was masterful.
Speaker BSo.
Speaker AAwesome.
Speaker AAwesome.
Speaker ASo anything.
Speaker AZora Neale Hurston.
Speaker BYes.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker AThat's catalyst for.
Speaker AFor Danielle.
Speaker BThat was like, team me, you know, as I'm filling my.
Speaker BWell.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker AAll right.
Speaker ASo at what point as you're heading toward graduation, your.
Speaker AYour teenage mind is developing, you know, so you mentioned becoming a teacher.
Speaker AWas that the goal?
Speaker ABecause, you know, you worked as a librarian.
Speaker AWas.
Speaker AWas that the goal?
Speaker AI also heard you say something about.
Speaker BA doctor, like, yeah, I graduated high school, and I went to Wake Forest University, and I was pre med.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker BThe first doctor in the family.
Speaker BAnd then I encountered chemistry, which is really hard.
Speaker BIt was hard in 10th grade, and it's even harder as a freshman in college when you're away from home for the first time and you're very spoiled, and you have to share a bathroom with, like, 20 other girls who are not clean, and you are.
Speaker BAnd the food is not good, and you are just having a meltdown.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BAnd 911 was the first week of my college experience.
Speaker AAre you serious?
Speaker BYes.
Speaker BThat was the first week of classes for me.
Speaker BSo it set the tone for that whole year, which was I needed to get out of pre med, and I failed it.
Speaker BI got an F, was the first F I'd ever gotten in my life.
Speaker BAnd I studied and I had a tutor and all of that.
Speaker BAnd it's just chemistry is really hard, balancing equations, and it wasn't my thing.
Speaker BAnd I was away from home for the first time as a spoiled brat and a rotten egg.
Speaker BDidn't have my mom or my dad and my comforts in my own room, in my own bathroom, all those things.
Speaker BAnd so I sought refuge in the bookstore that was.
Speaker BThere was only one bookstore in Winston Salem, North Carolina, at the time.
Speaker BTime.
Speaker BAnd I would go there because I had a little car, because I was spoiled again.
Speaker BHere we go.
Speaker BThat's the theme.
Speaker BThe theme of my story.
Speaker BAnd I would go there, and I would spend a lot of time actually going back and rereading the books that I loved as a kid and returning to those as, like, a comfort blanket of being like, God, I've got to read all this crap for.
Speaker BYou know what I mean?
Speaker BFor my English classes again.
Speaker BHere comes Skill and Mockingbird again.
Speaker BLet me find some joy in other things.
Speaker BAnd so I started rereading a lot of.
Speaker BAnd that is where I think it started to.
Speaker BI started to say, maybe I shouldn't be a doctor.
Speaker BAlso, they make doctors look at dead bodies.
Speaker BAnd so they made us look at, like, a cadaver.
Speaker BAnd I kept thinking the whole time, what if it woke up?
Speaker BAnd I was like, this is not what doctors do.
Speaker BZombies.
Speaker BI'm thinking all this stuff.
Speaker BI was like, maybe I'm not a doctor.
Speaker BMaybe for me.
Speaker BAnd so then I changed my major to an English major and started taking all these classes.
Speaker BAnd I took an African American literature class and got to really seep in to the classics.
Speaker BBut I was really fascinated with children's literature, Black children's literature.
Speaker BSo then I started focusing on that, and I thought, okay, I'll be a teacher or a scholar.
Speaker BAnd so I graduated with my English major, and I got.
Speaker BI went directly into a master's program in children's literature to focus on the Brownie book and, like, and all of the ways that black people try to fortify their children with magazines and children's books and children's stories and thinking about what is missing in children's books.
Speaker BAnd so that's how I made the bridge.
Speaker BAnd I was just a teacher at the time in getting this master's and thinking I can tell people what to read.
Speaker BI can help kids.
Speaker BAnd that's how my interest in children's literature, that's how I got there, by failing.
Speaker BI always tell kids I failed into this job.
Speaker BThat's.
Speaker BI got an F.
Speaker BAnd it changed my life.
Speaker BAnd I studied and still got that.
Speaker BSometimes it happens, right?
Speaker AI completely understand my.
Speaker AMy chosen career from the time I was.
Speaker AI want to say maybe middle school was to be an architect.
Speaker AI love drawing.
Speaker AI love building stuff.
Speaker AMy father worked construction.
Speaker AHe told me I couldn't do what he did.
Speaker AI had to do something better than he did.
Speaker ASo I was like, okay, well, what's one level up from a.
Speaker AFrom a construction worker?
Speaker AArchitect.
Speaker AFantastic.
Speaker AI spent all my junior high, high school career preparing to be that.
Speaker AI got to my first year in school, college, and I took physics.
Speaker BI barely made it out of physics.
Speaker AI said, no.
Speaker AI said, no, this is not.
Speaker AThis is not going to work at all.
Speaker AThen.
Speaker AYeah, so it changed everything for me.
Speaker ASo I.
Speaker AI completely.
Speaker AI don't even know if I.
Speaker AI probably blacked that out.
Speaker AI don't even know what grade I got.
Speaker AI probably, like, have just blotted out that time for my.
Speaker ABecause I can't remember what I got at class.
Speaker AIt was ridiculous.
Speaker ALike, why?
Speaker BWhy?
Speaker BIt's rough.
Speaker BOkay.
Speaker BThat math is rough.
Speaker BI remember taking astronomy and thinking, oh, I'm just gonna learn about the planets and Pluto isn't a planet anymore and blah, blah.
Speaker BNo, it's math.
Speaker AYeah.
Speaker BIt's not learning just about the planets.
Speaker BIt's gravitational force.
Speaker BI got bamboozled.
Speaker BAnd I just realized that I didn't want this type of grief in my life.
Speaker BI wanted.
Speaker BAnd the thing that made me so happy and felt safe was to return to reading.
Speaker BAnd so that's where the books came in.
Speaker ABut still not a writer.
Speaker BStill not a writer yet.
Speaker BI was like, I don't know.
Speaker AStill not a writer.
Speaker ASo.
Speaker ABut finding that comfort in a bookstore, like, which number one speaks to my heart.
Speaker ALike, I love that.
Speaker ABut, yeah, that I.
Speaker AYou.
Speaker ACreating your safe space right at this university, away from your family and finding that.
Speaker AYou know what my comfort zone are these books, especially these books I read as a kid that just kind of give me that peace, that calm, and all this hectic hecticness.
Speaker AThat's not a word.
Speaker AThat just kind of settles you.
Speaker BYeah, it settles.
Speaker BIt was grounding me and it was.
Speaker BReminded me of like, oh, I remember loving this.
Speaker BWhy did I.
Speaker BWhat happened to that?
Speaker BOh, right.
Speaker BGoing to high school and college prep and doing the IB program and having all these extracurriculars and being in the drama and in the mix and having to read books that.
Speaker BYou know what I mean, I had to write papers on versus getting to choose love to read and missing independent reading and how important that was as a foundational concept in elementary and middle school that goes away in high school and being like, oh, I can study Children's books.
Speaker BI could become a teacher or a librarian or write scholarly papers on children's books.
Speaker BAnd that's how I found my way.
Speaker BYeah, to that.
Speaker AOkay, so, so you, so you finished a master's program.
Speaker ADo you immediately become a teacher, like an in class teacher or like, what happens?
Speaker BMy master's program at Holland University was a low res, but really it's six weeks every summer.
Speaker BI teach there now, and I love it.
Speaker BAnd so every summer when I was, I would, you know, I was teaching third and fourth grade.
Speaker BAnd then I also taught at a ballet school across from Archbishop Carroll for years.
Speaker BAnd every summer I would spend my summers in Virginia, in Roanoke, getting my master's.
Speaker BAnd so I did that.
Speaker BI think it took me three years, maybe.
Speaker BYeah, until I had to do my comps where I had to read every single children's book.
Speaker BSo that's one of the reasons why I know my stuff, I feel like, because I was forced to read every single thing and know the history.
Speaker BAnd so I was teaching and trying to figure out what am I going to do.
Speaker BIt was helping me in my classroom pick better books, create reading culture, helping parents and teachers and everyone at my school build a reading program and community.
Speaker BAnd so.
Speaker BBut the, the program forced me to take two writing classes.
Speaker BIt was the first time I'd ever taken a writing class.
Speaker BFiction and all different kinds of things.
Speaker BAnd I had two professors that said to me, the first one, her name is Hilary Holmes, she's wonderful writer.
Speaker BShe said to me, she was there, I know you're a teacher and that's great.
Speaker BAnd I know you like books, that's great, but you're a writer.
Speaker BAnd I said, I'm not a writer.
Speaker BNot a writer, no, ma'am, I'm not a writer.
Speaker BAnd then she said, you're a writer.
Speaker BAnd I was like, okay.
Speaker BAnd then I let her believe that.
Speaker BAnd then I had to take all these classes and stuff.
Speaker BAnd then I had my final class and I had to write my final paper.
Speaker BAnd I was writing on black futures, right.
Speaker BAnd like the fact that at the time there were very few books that featured black children in the future in science and fantasy.
Speaker BAnd there was this book by Nancy Farmer, a white woman called the Ear, the Eye and the Army.
Speaker BAnd I talked about what was missing from that text and, you know, and, and sort of, you know, where are black children in the future and where are those imaginations?
Speaker BAnd I had a professor who shall not be named who said to me in our final debrief after he read My paper.
Speaker BAnd was like, this is great.
Speaker BAnd he was like, well, what are you going to do with this degree?
Speaker BAnd, you know, with your life?
Speaker BAre you going to keep teaching?
Speaker BBecause, you know, black people don't really become writers.
Speaker BThis was a white man.
Speaker BIt's like, they don't become writers.
Speaker BThey don't.
Speaker BThis is not something that is popular in your community.
Speaker BAnd I said to him, I'm going to become the most famous person to ever graduate from this program, and I'm going to create more books on the shelves than anyone else.
Speaker BAnd that fueled me.
Speaker BIt was an anger that I had because I thought, what are you talking about?
Speaker BI come from a deep tradition, a deep well of tradition of black writers.
Speaker BLike, what do you mean?
Speaker BAnd so that's when I became a writer, when he said I couldn't do it.
Speaker BAnd so.
Speaker BAnd it was a challenge.
Speaker BAnd I said, challenge accepted.
Speaker BAnd now he has to teach with me.
Speaker BAnd my class is the most popular.
Speaker BSo.
Speaker ADude, do you, like, mail him every book you have published?
Speaker ALike, I'm just like, here's another one.
Speaker ALike, how do you say that to somebody?
Speaker BYeah, he just said it so casually.
Speaker BHe just said, like, it was so belittling and, you know, flippant, sort of like, well, what are you gonna do?
Speaker BYou become a writer?
Speaker BBecause that's, like, not something I.
Speaker BAnd I think he was speaking to the fact that publishing did not allow black voices in.
Speaker BSo there were very few, in the larger scheme of things, books that featured black kids.
Speaker BAnd I think that he was giving me some sort of cautionary warning about, find something else to do because you're going to be blocked.
Speaker BBut instead of fortifying me and helping me keep the light on above my desk and, like, write the things and do the things, he told me basically to go do something else or said I couldn't do it because my community didn't do it.
Speaker BDo it without addressing the fact that we have been muted and kept out of publishing, which is a different thing.
Speaker BSo I said to myself, I was like, I'm gonna make sure that you can never not know that I've had an influence in children's books.
Speaker BAnd so, yeah, that's why I became a writer.
Speaker BThat was the.
Speaker BThat's when the light came on and said, work on your craft.
Speaker BNow you go get an MFA in writing for children.
Speaker BNow you learn to be the best.
Speaker BGet the highest terminal degrees in your field, and you go.
Speaker BAnd you create a tidal wave.
Speaker ARight?
Speaker BThat's what I did.
Speaker AThat's.
Speaker BYeah.
Speaker BMoved to New York and got that mfa, and now I have the two highest degrees I can get in my field.
Speaker BOr I did at the time and just started making.
Speaker BMaking moves and mischief.
Speaker AI.
Speaker AI love it.
Speaker AThat's the day you became a writer, like all this other time and join all these other books, but this person.
Speaker BYeah.
Speaker ATo make that statement.
Speaker AWow.
Speaker BWhen you tell me I can't do something, oh, yeah, my parents are like, oh, I was that kind of kid.
Speaker BLike, I was like, I'm gonna find a way.
Speaker AWow.
Speaker BYou know, I don't want to be an NBA star.
Speaker BI'm five one.
Speaker BLike, nothing like that.
Speaker BIt's more of like, what can I do with my tools and with my gift?
Speaker BWhat can I do?
Speaker BI know I can do this, and you tell me I can't do it.
Speaker BI'm gonna do it.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ASo here it is.
Speaker AYou have started to become the date, the Danielle Clayton that we now know.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ASo I'm just curious.
Speaker AI know you've, you know, told this part of your story, you know, so many times about, you know, becoming a writer and stuff like that.
Speaker AAnd, you know, there's a lot of other great shows and podcasts to talk about that, but the thing that we really try to make sure we focus on here is, are the books that help to define you as a writer.
Speaker ASo you've identified a lot of them.
Speaker AI'm just curious at this time, was there something that stood out to you that really.
Speaker ASo you have this statement, maybe this book that maybe helped to connect the two for you, or was it just really this statement that said the books you read before that defined who you was going to be as a writer and then the statement, or was there something else there that kind of helped to, like, put the.
Speaker APut the icing on the cake there?
Speaker BI think what it was is that once I said, okay, I'm going to do this, and I moved to New York and started to get my mfa, and I started my job as a school librarian in East Harlem, New York.
Speaker BI started searching for what was out there, because if I was going to make impact and I was going to write and I was going to try to find some activism, like.
Speaker BLike, I needed to know inventory.
Speaker BAnd so then I started finding Jacqueline Woodson and I started seeing, okay, so here we do have.
Speaker BAnd Rita Williams Garcia.
Speaker BAnd I was like, okay, so now we have.
Speaker BThis is around circa 2010.
Speaker BI was like, okay, there are some people here that are creating works that are in conversation with Virginia Hamilton and our greats for this generation of children and all of my students were black and brown students.
Speaker BMost of them were first and second generation from all over the.
Speaker BYou know what I mean?
Speaker BFrom West Africa, the Caribbean, Central and South America, and then also from the American south, right?
Speaker BAnd so I thought, I've got to build these imaginations of these kids coming to my library.
Speaker BBut also double duty.
Speaker BLet me see.
Speaker BLet me see what else is out here.
Speaker BLet me cook.
Speaker BYou know, I'm seeing Andrew Davis Pinkney and the Pinkneys in general.
Speaker BI'm, like, getting my inventory and figuring out what can I do.
Speaker BAnd so.
Speaker BAnd how can I find a space for me?
Speaker BBecause I'm always looking for magic, right?
Speaker BI'm like, who's writing magic and where is magic?
Speaker BAnd so I think it is finding Jackie and finding her work that was like a lightning bolt and say, okay, and Ms.
Speaker BRita and saying, okay.
Speaker BSo here we go.
Speaker BHere are some what I call lighthouses that I can really think through.
Speaker BWhat is the landscape of children's literature, black children's literature, look like right now?
Speaker BAnd I got really lucky.
Speaker BSo living in New York is really hard.
Speaker BYou have to have.
Speaker BWhen you are a librarian who's making, like, $30,000 a year, you have to have other jobs.
Speaker BAnd so I was a tutor for a decade.
Speaker BAnd one of the kids that I got to tutor, her mom, happened to be an editor at Scholastic, happened to be Andrea Davis Pinkney.
Speaker BAnd I got to meet her, and she became my mentor.
Speaker BAnd it was just this sort of like cosmic two planets colliding, me helping her with one of her kids who I love, get through her regents, and then me being able to tell her that I am in an MFA program, that I want to be a writer, that I am a children's librarian at a school that I'm trying to figure out how to break in, that I'm learning a lot about.
Speaker BI'm also interning for a literary agent reading Slash, and I want to learn business.
Speaker BAnd she taught me.
Speaker BShe told me what to do and how to do it.
Speaker BBecause right now, we were using the term multicultural literature, right?
Speaker BWe were looking at the texts and seeing how they were packaged and how they were sent out to bookstores and who got siloed and who didn't.
Speaker BAnd there was still an African American section in many.
Speaker BAnd she really demystified so much for me.
Speaker BAnd it was one of those things.
Speaker BIt was fate that I got to be paired with her through the book, the tutor agency I was working for.
Speaker BAnd it changed the course of my life because she gave me the Tools for my toolbox to be able to start really making some noise and writing the things that I wanted to see on the shelves.
Speaker AYeah, yeah.
Speaker AI love that.
Speaker ABecause I think one of the things that, you know, we.
Speaker AWe talk about it when I talk to other entrepreneurs, people who are looking to start their own business, and they're asking, like, you know, how did we get here?
Speaker ALike, first of all, y'all don't understand how long it took us to get to here.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BSo there's no overnight success.
Speaker BThis is.
Speaker AYes, yes.
Speaker B14 years in the making or whatever.
Speaker AAnd it's the preparation.
Speaker ASo what I'm hearing from you is a lifetime of reading, of state, of studying, of making books, your thing, your center.
Speaker AAnd knowing these worlds has been created.
Speaker AWhen you meet a person who is open to being a mentor, they find a person who is prepared to actually to not to waste their time to receive.
Speaker ARight, right.
Speaker AAnd that's a major part of this, that as you're going through life, you have to make sure you're prepared.
Speaker ASo when you meet someone, when opportunity is presented to you, you can step right into it and start running with it right away.
Speaker BAbsolutely.
Speaker BAnd that starts in the home.
Speaker BI think being raised by parents who came out of the civil rights movement really fortified me and prepared me.
Speaker BThey told me that that was the most important thing is the preparation, is the training, is all of those things so that I could be ready to receive the wisdom or receive the opportunity and to know how to make my own opportunities.
Speaker BAnd so that I was very lucky to grow up in a very entrepreneurial household where my grandmother had many businesses because she had to.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BShe talked a lot about how her family didn't want to have to rely on white people in Mississippi in the 30s, in the 20s and 30s.
Speaker BSo they had to make their own clothes, make their own flower.
Speaker BYou know what I mean?
Speaker BGrow their own food, and then they would sell the rest to the black community so that therefore, they could fortify everyone.
Speaker BAnd so I just grew up in that kind of ecosystem.
Speaker BSo I was.
Speaker BThey were preparing me.
Speaker BI remember even balancing my grandmother's checkbook at 11 and her giving me a little mad money for that, just to teach me the skill of how to balance something.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BAnd how to balance and make a ledger and bills.
Speaker BAnd so I think that they were preparing me so that I would be ready for the world.
Speaker BAnd I think when it came to books, that I was prepared.
Speaker BI was prepared because this was something I was really passionate about.
Speaker BAnd I think you can't replace that you have to find the thing.
Speaker BThis is why I tell young people, find the thing that you love, that you're crazy about, that you're wild about, that you're obsessed with, and see what you can do with that.
Speaker BAnd I've been obsessed with books since I was a little kid, since I first.
Speaker BFirst learn how to read.
Speaker BI remember the first picture book my mom read to me.
Speaker BShe can't stand it now.
Speaker BI send it to pictures of it to her all the time.
Speaker BIt's called A Weekend With Wendell by Kevin Hinkes, about a bad mouse who comes over and terrorizes the house.
Speaker BMy mom can't stand a bad house guest, and so she had to read that to me every night.
Speaker BI know every word.
Speaker BAnd so I just.
Speaker BEver since I learned to read, I was obsessed with, like, how books made me feel.
Speaker BAnd I think that that made me ready.
Speaker BWhen my mentor.
Speaker BThis is the hero's journey.
Speaker BWhen my mentor showed up, when Andrea showed up, it just became like I was ready for her.
Speaker BI was like, okay, I have the questions that I need answers to.
Speaker BI'm ready to hear what I need to hear.
Speaker AThis is an awesome.
Speaker ASo we're nearing the end here, and this is an awesome transition to your legacy because you're doing so much in addition to.
Speaker ATo being a writer.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AAnd I'm.
Speaker AI'm a huge number one.
Speaker AI'm a huge fan of what you're doing.
Speaker AI'm just so excited to see how you're combining.
Speaker AAnd I have a huge love for entrepreneurship because I think it's the.
Speaker AIt is the most core way we can empower our community.
Speaker AJust like you said, your grandparents.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AI don't want to depend on anybody.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ASo I'm going to do it for myself and create enough for other people to come in, and it benefits them as well.
Speaker AAnd what you're doing as an entrepreneur, as a founder, is fantastic.
Speaker ASo I want to talk.
Speaker AI want to have you talk about what you're doing now, this legacy you're leaving for other people to be able to step into and do their thing and live their dreams.
Speaker BAbsolutely.
Speaker BSo one of two things that I do is one, I'm board chair now of We Need Diverse Books, where we believe that every kid deserves to walk into a bookstore and see themselves reflected on the page.
Speaker BAnd when this movement launched, I felt like, oh, my gosh, this is an opportunity for me to put my activism to the test and really get in there and put some, you know, put some pressure.
Speaker BThe same way I went into my Principal's office and said, I'm tired of Tequila Mockingbird.
Speaker BLike, this is my chance.
Speaker BI'm a short, tiny tyrant.
Speaker BI'm, like, ready to fight.
Speaker BLike, let's go.
Speaker AIs that of a T shirt?
Speaker AWhere's that at?
Speaker AThat needs to be on a T shirt?
Speaker AYeah, that's it.
Speaker BThat's what Jason Reynolds calls me when he wants to mean to me.
Speaker BHe's like, you're a tiny tyrant.
Speaker BYou're so short and so mad and so, like.
Speaker BBut, like, that's, you know, that's me.
Speaker BI wanted to say, okay, how can we get together and move forward together?
Speaker BAnd that sort of togetherness leads me to sort of.
Speaker BWhen I was a kid, my parents version of success, it wasn't the straight A's.
Speaker BThey loved that.
Speaker BIt wasn't the, like, she's so pleasant.
Speaker BShe's so lovely to have in class.
Speaker BMy parents believed that making opportunities for other people to eat was the most important thing.
Speaker BAnd so success to them is not me getting to the top of the mountain or getting into the room.
Speaker BIt's how many people did you bring in with you and who did you teach?
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BWhat did you pass on?
Speaker BAnd so for me, that leads me to.
Speaker BI run two packaging companies, one called Kate Craig Creative, and one called Electric Postcard Entertainment, where I take my own IP stories that I know are really good that came out of my school library with my kids and my students, and I give them to other writers and I teach them how to write the book and about the publishing business and lead them and create opportunities for them to get publishing deals and to start their publishing pipeline.
Speaker BRight.
Speaker BAnd shorten that Runway.
Speaker BBecause it took me so long to break in that I knew that it would take so much longer to change the shelves if I wasn't able to create a Runway for other people to get there faster.
Speaker BAnd because I've read so much, I'm sort of a proliferator of stories.
Speaker BI have a lot of stories.
Speaker BIt's sort of like a chronic problem that I have.
Speaker BI'll walk through D.C.
Speaker Bor New York or whatever.
Speaker BI'll be like, oh, that can make for a good story, or reading the newspaper or whatever.
Speaker BIt, like, won't turn off and I can't write all the books.
Speaker BAnd so I thought the only way to change the shelves is to help other people.
Speaker BAnd sometimes that means, you know, teaching people how to fish and teaching them what you know and giving them something of yourself and giving them an opportunity to make money so that then they can create longevity for themselves.
Speaker BAnd have.
Speaker BAnd be a mentor to a lot more people.
Speaker BAnd so I learned about this, this model of publishing from reading the Babysitters Club and Pretty Little Liars and Vampires.
Speaker BThey're all books that are written by a bunch of people under a pen name.
Speaker BAnd I thought if white writers were doing this, and this was like an age old sort of secret in children's publishing, that I could make opportunities for black people and for marginalized people to be able to do work like this, to pay the bills, to get their start, to help with that sort of literacy bridge that they're building and to break in, because it really is a brick, sometimes concrete wall for our stories.
Speaker BAnd now I have over 50 books on the shelves, which is really exciting.
Speaker BAnd so many authors that I've been able to launch like Kwame and Balia and the Tristan Strong series.
Speaker BAnd now Kwame has his own, his own imprint, Freedom Fire at Disney.
Speaker BI mean that if I'm going to.
Speaker BWhen I help you, you help others.
Speaker BLike, we got to keep the flame going.
Speaker BAnd so I'm just so proud of him.
Speaker BAnd so there's so many Nick Brooks with Promise Boys.
Speaker BI've got, there's tons, Love Radio and Ebony Liddell.
Speaker BSo, like, amazing authors that, you know, that worked with me and now have gone on to do amazing things.
Speaker BAnd I love them deeply and the work that they're doing.
Speaker BAnd I just am so excited that I get to be part of their journey.
Speaker BAnd.
Speaker BYeah.
Speaker BAnd it all came out of being told I couldn't do something.
Speaker BSo now I'm trying to do it all and I'm tired but happy.
Speaker AYou do not.
Speaker AI mean, I'm as a bookseller, right, like, you know, in my mind, the thing I wanted to do more than anything was to sell books.
Speaker AYes.
Speaker AYou know, me and my wife, we own a bookstore.
Speaker ABut the thing I love to do is go into the bookstore and actually recommend a book to somebody for them to come in and pose a challenge of, I don't know, I don't know what I want to read.
Speaker ALike, they just, it's a blank slate.
Speaker AAnd I have to figure out from that nothing, how to get them into something that they absolutely love.
Speaker AAnd I, I love that challenge because when they come back and it just happened this past weekend, Brother walked in.
Speaker AHe was like, I was on the computer working, working, working.
Speaker AHe caught my eye, said, I'm back.
Speaker AAnd it was mystery thriller that I recommended to him that he hadn't even considered reading before he got through the first book.
Speaker AAnd I think A week and a half later, he's back for book number two.
Speaker AAnd I absolutely love it.
Speaker AAnd what you're doing is, like I said, you're changing the bookshelves, you're creating, helping to create all these different stories that I myself as a bookseller can get people into.
Speaker AThey don't feel limited in the stories that they can explore.
Speaker AAnd that is the most important aspect of helping a community like lift off this lid that you talked about.
Speaker AThat the history that's being hidden, like all this stuff that's been hidden and it requires books on the shelves, requires.
Speaker BStories to be told and a variety of them.
Speaker BThe mystery singers, the magic, the sci fi, you know, the historical fiction, the hard hitting crime novel.
Speaker BLike we deserve to have a plethora of opportunities to read lots of different kinds of things.
Speaker BAnd so that's what I like to create and it's what I wanted as a young person is to have the ability to be able to read about myself and my family and people who look like my family and friends in all these different settings.
Speaker BSo I just feel grateful that I get to do this job.
Speaker AAwesome, awesome, awesome.
Speaker ASo fantastic.
Speaker AThis has been incredible.
Speaker AI've really enjoyed this conversation.
Speaker AWe're going to start to wrap it up, so I want to talk.
Speaker AJust do a quick wrap up of the books you highlighted.
Speaker ASo we have Virginia Hamilton.
Speaker BYes, all of her works.
Speaker AAll of her works.
Speaker AWe have Zora Neil Hurston, Langston Hughes.
Speaker AZora Hurston.
Speaker AAll of her works.
Speaker BAll of her works.
Speaker AAll of her works, Langston Hughes and specifically the Ways of White Folk.
Speaker BYes.
Speaker BI love all of his work.
Speaker BBut that one I think was a big catalyst for me.
Speaker BI was like, wow, this is okay.
Speaker BLike, okay, this gives me things to think about.
Speaker ASo where do you go after that?
Speaker AWhat was the next one?
Speaker BNella Larson's passing was a huge, huge catalyst for me as well, where I was like, wow, this is, you know, I couldn't stop reading it.
Speaker BI couldn't stop thinking about it.
Speaker AI haven't read that.
Speaker BYou haven't read it?
Speaker BOkay, okay, I won't say anything about it.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker ANo, no, I'm gonna make that a book club pick so I can make sure I get to it in the next few months.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker BYeah.
Speaker BIt's controversial and interesting and has a very interesting open ended ending.
Speaker BAnd then I would say from there it became Jacqueline Woodson and Andrew Davis Pinckney and Rita Williams Garcia, all of their work.
Speaker BBecause I, you know, I was studying sort of the, the landscape of children's books as we moved into, like, the 2010s and thinking about where our, you know, where are the black children in children's books as well, I shout out also to Walter Dean Myers, who was definitely huge and transformative for me as well.
Speaker BAnd then I talked about all of, like, the amazing authors that are here now that I'm jealous that I didn't get to read when I was 10 years, 10, 11, 12, and 13, like Tracy Dion and Roseanne Brown and Jordan Ifueko, L.L.
Speaker BmcKinney and Bethany C.
Speaker BMorrow and Jason Reynolds, Lamar Giles, you know, you know, Renee Watson, all the people, they're doing.
Speaker AAll doing incredible things.
Speaker ASo I'm going, let's.
Speaker AWhat I want to do is.
Speaker AAnd you've answered this throughout this entire episode, but I want you to answer the question, why do black books matter to you?
Speaker BOh, why do black books matter to me?
Speaker BI would say black books matter to me because they are the marrow of my imagination.
Speaker BThey are the thing that keeps me creating.
Speaker BThey are the things that made me create.
Speaker BThey made who I am.
Speaker BThey grew my imagination.
Speaker BI couldn't do what I do without that, just like I couldn't exist without the marrow inside of my bones.
Speaker BAnd I would say they are the things that will continue to make me excited about being a writer and about being.
Speaker BAbout concepting books and staying in publishing, even when it's really hard, is returning to the root, returning to the marrow which are the black books.
Speaker BThere have always been the anchor and the lighthouses for me.
Speaker AFantastic.
Speaker AAwesome, awesome, awesome.
Speaker AAnd that is our show.
Speaker AThank you.
Speaker ADanielle Clayton.
Speaker BThank you.
Speaker BThank you for the work.
Speaker ASound effects going on here.
Speaker BI know, but thank you for the work that you and your wonderful, beautiful wife do every day, in and out.
Speaker BIt's thankless work.
Speaker BYou center us and you love us and you put our books into the hands of readers so that then we can continue to write other books.
Speaker BSo thank you for your passion, your dedication, and for seeing us and seeing what we're doing and trying to do.
Speaker BSo we love you.
Speaker ANot a problem.
Speaker AYou feed me.
Speaker AAnd this is.
Speaker AThis is.
Speaker AI just want to kind of return a favor.
Speaker AThis is pay it forward like you're doing for others.
Speaker AThat's what I want to do.
Speaker ASo.
Speaker AMan, this is awesome.
Speaker AHey, guys.
Speaker ADanielle Clayton.
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Speaker BI don't know why that happens.